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This is the last semester’s story, when i was just a
caterpillar who chased after butterfly and spent all day long to work on this
story but it took more than three months to just post this story in my blog.
However, don’t ask me about what’s color i have in my wings because I’m still
in progress of being butterfly and I’m still a caterpillar now :p
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“Write down your dreams in a paper and submit it next week!”
Business English class has ended perfectly, we already get a homework in the first meeting and we get lectured by the same lecturer we’ve met in the last semester, it sounds really good, huh? Last semester, we studied about English for Economics and we’re going to study about Business English in this semester, can you see the difference? I just think that they’d be the greatest combination i’ve ever known in the world and I should stop this ALAY reaction before my blog visitors decide to close the tab, hahaha.
To tell you the truth, today’s Business English
class has blew up my mind, it makes me do some flashback about what are my
dreams in the past. It also makes me realize that I have a lot of dreams and
reaching all of them is the biggest homework i’ve to do. In other side, my mind
keep imagining about the future of mine if all my dreams have finally come
true.
Apparently, I’ll start thinking about three things
when I’m talking about Dream, they
are; my dreams in the past, I have a lot of dreams now, and what will the
future of mine be like. Those three things also have their own feelings. The
feelings of regretting, expecting, wishing, and willing, they all combine into
one.
My dreams in the past – That’s the very first thing that comes into my mind
when i talk about dreams. I don’t even want to do that, but my mind will
unconsciously produce some serious regrets that I force to overcome. Then, I
suddenly get some spirits and feel happy just to think about What
are my dreams right now. My mood gets really better when I finally
imagine about My future if all my dreams have finally come true, they seem so
real in my mind and I can feel the feeling of winning a war I’ve fought for a
long time. Wow! I start smiling right now, hahahaha, I’m laughing actually :D
It may sound weird, but I don’t think that I’m the
only one who did this way, am I right? Okay, you don’t have to answer my
question, i just wanna show you what’s on my mind and for sure, i know that
every people has different kind of reaction, so do I.
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The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. – Eleanor Roosevelt
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“What’s your dream?”
I have a lot of dreams, and it
changes everytime i enter the new phase of my life.
When I was in the kindergarten, I
often told my teacher that I wanted to be a doctor, I even asked my mother to
buy me a stethoscope so that I could play with it everyday. When I entered
Elementary school, I got amazed with one of my art-teacher, then I started to
improve my drawing skill and I told my friend that someday, I wanted to be a
fashion-designer. In 6th grade, I finally realized that being a
fashion-designer was not my real dreams, because it got really bored when I
tried to sketch something but there was nothing in my mind. Fine, I got bored
easily, and I got amazed easily too, that’s why my dreams keep changing day by
day.
Once, in Junior High school, I was dreaming about
being a professional Badminton Player, who often represents Indonesia in every world class International tournaments. I really wanted to
be an athlete and focused on playing badminton. I told my parents, but they
didn’t give their permission to me and asked me to come back to my mind. The
reason of rejection was so simple, because they knew that badminton was not my real passion, it was just a hobby, and i realized it a few months
later.
In Senior High School, I finally realized that I had
to decide my dreams soon because I would enter university and I had no time to
be wasted. I read many articles and I had made up my mind, yess… I wanted to be
an ENGINEER, exactly an INFORMATICS ENGINEER. As people always said, every
decisions we’ve made would give a result, whether it was a good result or not,
it depended on how much our effort. Unfortunately, the result of my decision
wasn’t as good as I always believed in every prayer. Really, I didn’t have any
intention of bringing back my memory of the past, but that was the Reality.
So, what’s your dreams?
Here I am, watching my laptop while listening to “I
believe in you” by Il Divo, and I’m typing all these words with my opened mind,
ofc. I’m now in my way to be a great people, an inspiring woman, unpredictable
partner, and I’ll try to believe in all my dreams (again). I just need to hold
them tight, work really hard and the most important thing is I have to believe
in Allah.
Now, I’m studying at Semarang State University,
majoring in Management. That must be enough to explain that being an Engineer
isn’t my way. My mind has changed and I’ve decided to enter this world, that’s
why I always say to myself that I’m not gonna escape anymore or just try hiding
somewhere. Yess, I’m just getting started and here they are, five dreams that
I’ve made since the first time I stepped my foot in this university.
- I’ll graduate from Management program with cumlaude
result in the right time.
- I wanna work in one of the biggest oil companies or
multinational companies in Indonesia, such as Pertamina, Garuda Indonesia,
Unilever, Microsoft and etc. I also wanna be a part of BUMN company, so that
I’ve to improve my English skill, study really hard and do my best. What’s
position you want from that company? I wanna be the staff manager or manager at
least.
- After I work for about 4 or 5 years, I will have a
lot of money and I’ll decide to quit my job, then I’ll start a business. These
days, I get interested in restaurant and publishing business. I also wanna
start a clothing business, I’ll design the clothes with my own hand and make my
own brand. Summary, I wanna try restaurant, publishing and clothing business.
- I will travel around the world, I will do everything
that I couldn’t do in the past, but first, I wanna take my family to Makkah for
umrah or hajji. Then, I’ll share and spread happiness to everyone in this world.
I also wanna be the one who inspires people to do better in their life, the one
whom they admit as a role model of their life and the one whose presence can
change everything into a happiness.
- To tell you the truth, I always say to my friends
that I wanna be a CEO’s wife, i don’t exactly know the reason, but I really
wanna be a CEO’s wife and be the one who always be there for my husband. Yahh,
I know, that sounds pretty ALAY to you, but I’m really a big fan of CEO,
hahaha. However, I will marry a great man. He doesn’t have to be handsome or
perfect. Physically he must be just good-looking in his own way and taller than
me. I will have a good day and we will be great parents of two children. I
don’t mind who will be the first born and the second born, but it will be more
perfect if the first born is boy so that he can protect his little sister. We
will live in a big house with a garden inside and outside the house so that we
can spend our day breathing the fresh air.
I think that’s all I can say about my dreams.
Actually, I have a lot of dreams, but those are the main or the biggest dreams I’ve
to fight for. I believe, we’re all still in a progress right now, we still
fight for our dreams, and for our future. In the end, I really hope that the
dreams of everyone who read this post and I, will come true. Aamiin.
With love,
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