“I
wanna take a deep breath for a while! I wanna take a look around! I wanna touch
the sky and see the whole world with my own eyes! I wanna do this thing, that
thing, and many things before my time is up, because i can’t take back my time
or replay the same moment.”
Hai guys!
Fuhh fuhh fuhh~
I’m gonna kick up these dust first! Okay, it seems to be a long long
hibernation time for me. Exactly by looking at
the latest update of my blog, you can see how long it is and you may ask me
what i’ve done these days, maybe :D I just entered university and there were so
many things i had to do as a MaBa (Mahasiswa Baru), it started from orientation
program, then followed by Makrab (what’s Makrab in english? -__-) and still there
are some activities that have been waiting for me... yeahh there they are,
right in front of my eyes! Fighting!
So, now... I’m gonna write something! Ofc, there are some stories i wanna share about since i don’t post something here for about two months :)
***
An idea!
Three weeks ago,
i decided to write something, i’ve found an idea and i knew how to start it. Yap,
it sounded easy and simple, but it seemed to be harder than before, i didn’t
know the reason but there were nothing on my mind. For sure i had an idea, there
were some but i couldn’t explain it or just translate it into a language where people
would be able to understand it easily. Ofc, I knew how to start it, i just got
trapped at one point and yaa.. i couldn’t move to the next paragraph! (Fiuhh fiuu~
How poor I am -___-9 Fine! I’m alright! Bow!)
The title was “Octo[BERARTI]”,
it told about the reason why i loved October so much and why i believed that
there was a hidden power, i meant there was something called a great fate
written by God for those who were born in that month. Unfortunately, that title
was just an illusion, it was just an idea which have been stayed on my mind for
nothing more than a title, heuheu -__- An hour has passed, i felt like those
ideas faded away slowy and i no longer had a good mood. I just thought that it would
be a waste of time if i watched my laptop and looked at that white paper
without knowing what i wanted to write. Yaaa! I had to stop it!
Do you feel sorry
for letting those ideas go away from your mind, Na?
Hmm, i feel so
sorry ofc, because idea doesn’t come easily! But, i wanna make sure that they
don’t really go, they just turn into another kind of explanation and it depends
on how fast i realize it, hahaha :D That was not the first, actually i’ve experienced
that moment - when you had to stop and take a deep breath – for many times. My friend said that an idea
never really goes from your mind, they stay somewhere and
we have to find it, just like a memory. Yapp, everything happens for a reason :)
Summary, I got
some troubles in the end of October and one of them seemed to be the most bothersome
trouble i’ve ever had in this year. I’m not talking about how poor or how
careless i am so that i got some troubles. No! I’m just questioning “Why it
should happen on October?” and “Do i have to hate October?”
They call it an Accident, I call it A CARELESSNESS!
One day in
October, My friend and I already had a plan about spending our time somewhere
since that was weekend and we had done our task. Just like another girl would
do, the first place (beside your hometown) you really wanted to go after a long time having so
much activities in campus was... MALL
-__- *to tell you the truth, we actually want to go to the beach or a place
where we can get closer to nature, but the weather isn’t good enough, you will
totally have a sunburn if you walk around without having a sunblock on your
skin*
After we had
done a very short discussion session, we finally declared Mall as the first
destination we would visit. Eitss, we didn’t go there without any reasons, we
weren’t that type of girl who went to Mall just for... yaaa showing people which
class they belong to (i think you will surely know what i mean -__- if you don’t get it, you aren’t people
who live in 21th century, maybe XD) One of our reasons was we just
wanted to use our last coupon and it would be a never ending story if I told
you how could I get that coupon.
In
short, my smartphone was gone!
How
can?
That
day, I just arrived at one of the biggest Mall in Semarang and I’ve already
ordered the menu so that I had to wait. Then, I didn’t know why but I felt so uncomfortable
when I saw my friend’s smartphone on the table. It was strange enough and for
some reasons, I checked my bag and looked for mine. A minute had passed, I told
my friend that my phone was left behind and she asked me to check it again.
Ofc, I was sure enough that I didn’t bring my phone and I put it in my friend’s
motorcycle (Actually, my friend’s motorcycle is matic and there is a
pocket/small place under handle-bar, what’s that name? I put my phone there
-__-)
Honestly,
I was not afraid of putting my phone there since that was my habit and you
might know how difficult changing your habit was. Back then, I often got lectured
by the parking attendant and fortunately I never had any problems because of
that habit. So, I didn’t feel afraid when I left my phone in my friend’s
motorcycle, I just thought, “hmm, it is alright since it is a big mall and the
security system must be good.”
I’ve
spent about 20 minutes for waiting the menu, then I walked to the parking-place
as soon as possible, and …
Ttaraaaa Dammmmm
Ttttarraaaaaaa
“Where’s
my phone? I’ve checked my bag for many times and I’m sure enough, I put my
phone here!” I talked to myself and then looked at my friend’s motorcycle.
My
friend just arrived and asked me, “What happen?” Then she looked at my eyes as
if she needed a certainty, but I kept looking for my phone and I didn’t answer
her question. By looking at my expression, she totally knew that there was
something wrong and it was about my phone. Without any hesitation, I asked the
security guard whether he saw my phone or not, and he confidently said that he
saw nothing because he had just changed shifts. Then, I asked the parking
attendant and I got the same answer. Oh No! My phone was gone, for real!
On
the way home (to the boarding house), I didn’t know why but my tears kept falling
down and for the first time, I regretted having this kind of habits, it was too
late, I knew! I was the only one to blame, I knew! Then, what should I do? I
wasn’t ready to tell my parents about this CARELESSNESS.
My phone was gone, what should I do?
My phone was gone, what should I do?
My phone was
gone, what should I do?
Those
sentences filled my mind and it made my tears fall down (again). I really didn’t
know what should I do or just what would I do and all I wanted was my phone, my
phone and my phone! If only Doraemon lived in this world, I would ask him to
give me one of his magic tools, but Doraemon wasn’t real, right! Seriously, I
loved my phone, it was not about the price, but the memory inside it and all
stories that have been made for about two years, they were the reason of my
regrets.
Three
days later, I told my parents about what had happened to me and their response
was pretty surprising. I thought they would scold me because of my carelessness,
but they didn’t do that, they just told me to be more careful and they even
asked me whether I was alright since October was known as rainy month. Again,
my tears came up and I tried really hard to hold it, I just wanted to make sure
that I was fine.
Memorable Three weeks
As
I said before, my phone was gone and I had to spend my time for about three
weeks without smartphone in my hand, it sounded easy but it really drift me
crazy! You might think that I was alay and too much in expressing my feelings,
but that was true, it was really hard to get an information from others if you
didn’t have a phone. You could imagine how would it be if you lived in this era
without phone in your hand, it looked like you lived in the world where there
was only black and white which was coloring your day, my friend said that you
might transform into modern Tarzan if you could stay in that situation for
about a year. Once again, that was totally true!
Three
weeks without smartphone, I got some troubles and I had to fight myself for some
reasons.
First, I told my parents that I
would be fine enough without smartphone and they could contact me on my
friend’s number if they missed me or just wanted to know about my condition.
Ofc, my parents didn’t agree it, they would transfer some money and asked me to
buy the new one as soon as possible. Again, I said to them that I would be
really really fine and I did it as a punishment for my carelessness. Then,
after we argued for about ten minutes, they finally agreed it, yesss!
In
fact, I really had a hard time, I even regretted what I’ve said and that wasn’t
as easy as I thought, as simple as it looked. In fact, I missed a lot of
information and I couldn’t send a message to my parents or my friend, I also felt
uncomfortable when I had to call my parents by using my friend’s phone. Once
again, that wasn’t EASY!
Second, I was a committee in one
of the biggest event which was held by my organization (Actually, I’m still
magang and how dare I am say that… that’s my organization, sumimasen -__- ) and
as usual I was in charge of managing consumption. To tell you the truth, I
often had a miscommunication with my friends and it was too many to be called
as miscommunication, maybe.
I
just thought that… I could survive in that kind of situation because of my
friends. Yess, I really felt sorry for
them, but I also thanked them for every solution they had given to me and for
every spirit they had shouted to me.
Let’s jump into November
Hi,
we’re gonna move into November and this month also has a memorable experience.
Right, this story will be different than before, because it’s not about my
carelessness or my bad habit, but it’s about God’s destiny and the reason why
we have to thank God for every single thing He has given to us. So, here’s the
story.
One
day, in the middle of November, my friend and I suddenly got bored with our
activities since we just finished our last midterm exam and we decided to eat
dinner somewhere. Then, we finally arrived at the restaurant (Ahha? Please, just
imagine the restaurant where you usually visit as a university students XD
hahahahaaa) we talked so many thing and we really enjoyed our refreshing time.
Time
really flight so fast and we decided to go back to our lovely boarding house.
On the way back home, I didn’t know what had happened, but my friend – who rode
the motorcycle – suddenly screamed and it surprised me. Really, I didn’t know,
we were together in the same motorcycle, but I got shocked when I heard her
scream, and…
BRAKKKK!!!!
I
wasn’t sure what I was feeling about, I already lay down on a highway, then I
saw a car and it stopped right in front of my eyes, actually it crushed my
motorcycle. I wanted to stand up, but I just realized that I couldn’t move
since my leg got stuck and it felt like something against my leg. In short, my
friend and I were victims of a traffic accident.
Alhamdulillah,
we weren’t the main victims and we didn’t get injured so badly. Actually, I
just got my leg injured and some bruises on my body, but it was really hurt for
sure. Because of that accident, I had to go to the hospital to check my leg,
get some medicine and ofc that was paid by the car driver who caused this
accident. He might look calm but he took full responsibility for what he had
done. He even asked me whether I needed something and gave me some money before
I went back to home (my boarding house, actually -__-) Yess, I was angry with
him, but I also felt sorry for this accident (even thought I was the victims
XD) because I knew “Everything happens for a reason” and he – the car driver –
might get another lesson behind this accident. Yapp, “God would never test us beyond
our ability”.
That’s it! Because of that
accident, I have to take some pills and take care of my injured legs.
Personally, it really bothers me, I don’t really like taking medicine or just
seeing them in my room, but I have to take them all or I couldn’t walk
properly.
***
Guys, I think you wanna say
“What’s it? This is too long to be called as a blog post -__- I’m done with you
Na!” am I right? Hahahaa XD Sorry, I’m just too excited to write this story and
I feel like I have so many things I’ve to write here Hahahaa XD
With Love,
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